Just posting this entry to release the hatred I felt after talking to one of my friend just now...
Know what?..I had a big laugh for my effort of quitting....don't you think that's sucks???
They just make fun of me...on how long I can stand non-smoking....Shoot!!...I know that I was a heavy smoker before...and I know that I've failed so many times in quitting before....BUT WHO CARES!!...I'LL TRY IT AGAIN AN AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN until my body and I forget that I ever smoke! Until that my healthy life is back with me....Thanx to them...I'm more motivated right now....plus I felt like this is a bigger challenge for me...
Anyway, on my way home, I cant stop wondering everytime I saw other smokers....hey guys...what do you think about smoking actually?....
Know what?...I remember why I wanted to try this 'hell' before...It was when I was at highschool....I'm not sure why I have that way of thinking...I was thinking that I would look matured if I smoke...I was thinking that people would fear me like I'm kinda gangster or something....WTF!!!...come to think about it now,....I feel like I'm just a STUPID where I waste my money....my health...What do you guys think when you're smoking?...try to think about it again....for me...now I'm thinking wiser....I can't see any benefit from cigarettes....all they have is just hell!....
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